Anonymous asked: Sam. I thought about killing myself tonight. Actually, I have been thinking about for the last 4 days. I'm so scared, that I'm gonna go through with it. Have you ever had that fear? I just need someone to hug me and tell me it's gonna be okay. Because right now, I don't feel like anything's gonna be okay.
I used to live with that fear every day.
from experience all I can say is that is really does get better. it honestly does.
if you want to come off anon I’ll talk with you about this, I’ve been through it and I know how it can feel.
just please take care of yourself. you’re loved and you’re worthy of it. you deserve every bit of love and affection you could ever receive.
it gets better. trust me, it does
knowing that I get to finish work late at night and crawl into a bed with the most beautiful girl in the world lying in it and I get to kiss her over and over and make love to her and fall asleep with her until her giggling smile wakes me up in the morning is the best feeling in the entire god damned world